HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I have been really backed up with my blogs since my last one I have been working everyday with maybe a day off between last job and this past weekend which was my Birthday weekend. I worked in Huntington Beach and stayed with my cusion and meet some really great people. They were a lot of fun and it was really good to hang out briefly with my Cuz Miley. I hope we can hang out more often. Then the following weekend I was Blessed to work with the same group of people in San Diego as well. We were doing a promo for KIN a new phone offered at Verizon. The first day we did the training we were really stoked about playing with the phone and all the new attributes it had to offer, like the cloud networking and instant gratification with updating and reading Tweet and Facebook updates. So basically if your a social network junkie you would be even more so on this phone. It was cute too but I don't know why I didn't realize untill the last weekend I worked that it didn't have a calculoter and that's pretty important to me. While I'm bored working these jobs I'm calculating how much money I will be making and I can't do that or out shopping calculatilng what I'm spending and you get the idea. Moving along my manager Chris was a hoot and Adam yelling out Chicken dinner for every winner that got a new KIN phone was the highlight of the day so much we continued saying it the weekend in San Diego eventhou it wasn't the same as he did it. Winner Winner Chicken Dinner will never be the same!

So I made a lot of money and was so blessed to be able to do so but I was really bummed from turning down a part in a movie to work in San Diego. I already agreed to work and thought I had nothing to do then last minute Thursday before I leave for San Diego on Friday morning I get the offer. Just like that it was taken away too. So bummed not sure if I made the right decision but I needed to work. God really works in mysterious ways. I'm still not sure if I made the wrong decison or the safe decision. I'm not usually a safe person but the older I get I see I am turning into that person. Responsibility is a bitch. I guess it's apart of growing up, doing things you don't really want to. I made some great relationships with people on the set and working in San Diego and Huntington Beach so I just hope fruits of those labors will prosper into ripe fruit falling of the tree very soon. Working a day for free on a set on my day off then getting a part in a movie then getting it taken away and making money doing something that is strangely fun but not my passion is all apart of life... just to repeat in a more detailed way the same statement about fruit and labor thing. Lol.

Now for my birthday.... it was such a big hoopla making plans with my friends, finding the restaurant, time and cordinating all of it was such a headache. The NBA Finals was going on and who knew the games were going to go to 7 games, my lord. The last game is when I just happened to make plans for dinner at 8pm too. Great. So I changed the location like 3 times finally settling. Long story short it all worked out even tho Florinda didn't make it which I feel very bad about but will have to make it up to her. My great friends were there and so blessed to have great friends in my life and even a new friend stopped by and celebrated with me, MEgan. I meet her in San Francisco working the AUA gig. SHe's great and will be kicking it more often and hopefully working together more often as well. It's so good to meet great chicks that aren't insecure and weird. It seems like regular people have more fun because they know themselves and are secure with who they are. Not trying to impress someone or take take take from someone. Being in Hollywood really is kind of miserable sometimes. People are either doing what they love and not happy or people are not doing it yet what they love and are miserable. I'm sure there are people who are happy doing what they love too but there's always a price to pay always!

I pack and last minute file a bankruptcy paper to the Federal court house and get home with time to get to airport on time and I'm ready to see my bo in Pheonix AZ. So happy to see him and spend time with him. He is so wonderful to me. We stayed in a realy nice Golf Resort and had dinner in a wonderful top top restuarant in Scottsdale and drank some good wine. In my head I was complaining about the Resort cause it looked like a timeshare and reminded me of my dad, just the golf thing, yuck. Then the spa, I want to much and need to be happy with anything at all really. I mentally had to check myself and I did. I appreciate him so much and truely love him. It feels good to be loved back. My dad called and told me the story of how I was born again and my mom said she made her diamonds from her wedding ring into earing for me so I felt very whole on my Birthday, truely blessed. Now back in LA on the grind.